Sunday, September 5, 2010

Rays of Closure



This is good. She laid her head on my chest, while I held her. We spoke, we wondered, we planned. We interrupted our thoughts with youtube videos that brought hysterical laughter, all the while I cradled her. She closed her eyes, and said how comfortable she was, how safe she felt, and how sleep tempted her. A kiss on her forehead, and I knew that we were gently putting each other down. This was what I needed, something to close our tumultuous relationship of the past 2 years. It's been on and off, her... popping into my life every few months with some new problem, and me trying to fix it all for her. I didn't get to see her all this time though, nor did I have a wish to.

At the end of the day, she pulled me close with a little smile, and asked what I wanted for the night. I chose a friendly kiss on the cheek; and that was how things ended. Our relationship moving slowly back to platonic.

It's for the best, I'd prefer a relationship with a bit more commitment. But priorities! Lets finish school first :)