"What's the point of being alive, if you don't dream the impossible, or at least try to do the remarkable..."
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Rays of Closure
This is good. She laid her head on my chest, while I held her. We spoke, we wondered, we planned. We interrupted our thoughts with youtube videos that brought hysterical laughter, all the while I cradled her. She closed her eyes, and said how comfortable she was, how safe she felt, and how sleep tempted her. A kiss on her forehead, and I knew that we were gently putting each other down. This was what I needed, something to close our tumultuous relationship of the past 2 years. It's been on and off, her... popping into my life every few months with some new problem, and me trying to fix it all for her. I didn't get to see her all this time though, nor did I have a wish to.
At the end of the day, she pulled me close with a little smile, and asked what I wanted for the night. I chose a friendly kiss on the cheek; and that was how things ended. Our relationship moving slowly back to platonic.
It's for the best, I'd prefer a relationship with a bit more commitment. But priorities! Lets finish school first :)